My Thots...
One year ago of Today,
I was preparing to leave Sg,
In the process of handling my documents and all...
I still remembered,
at that moment,
My heart just wants to get away from Sg...
To just leave and never look back.
Call me a coward,
if you like...
Yes,
I admit I was avoiding all the things that came pouring down on me.
I was filled with distaste of my life.
I am just not strong enough to face reality.
And then the chance came to go overseas to further my studies...
One reason for coming here,
is to get my Degree.
But the main reason was,
I just want to leave this unhappy place,
which made my heart locked away so far beneath the earth...
In Search of my happiness,
I Left.
I thought by leaving,
my unhappiness will be taken away...
But I was wrong.
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I have actually brought my unhappiness together with me here.
In a nutshell,
Never run away when you are faced with thousands of 'you dunno why this happened'...
Instead,
Be determined and draw strength,
Believe and have faith...
So that you can brace up and face the fire.
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As long as you dun give up on yourself,
No one can bring you down.
Otherwise,
at the end of the day,
You will still be at the point where you originally was.
One year ago,
My heart was rushing to leave Sg(My home)...
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Now,
One year later,
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its the opposite.
Labels: Home-sick.