I am now feeling "a brand new" happiness...
A load of stress seems to be relieved...
I feel that my level of moods can really vary, dependent on circumstances...
I was in a bad state just few days ago~~~ :(
Being very dependent, crazy and paranoid...
And ytd,
there's just a sense of peace and serenity in my heart...
I really like this feeling~~~ :)
Some thots~~~
Sometimes, I just feel flattered and awe at what ppl say...
Like today, I received a dedication of a song from someone...
Played by a guitar by himself...
It somehow touched me... :)
Its a feeling of knowing how much you could mean to someone...
And though he knows he wont get anything out of waiting,
he still wanna do that.
Maybe you will call this being silly,
but sometimes ppl do silly things when it comes to love.
Then as I was thinking,
I was silly in love before too...
Being in love with someone who's attached...
Who havent been in that situation before?
Well, I have.
But still,
I managed to think through and wished him happiness.
Everything boils down to fate and timing...
Some ppl come and go...
Some ppl stop and makes an impact in your life...
Some ppl you want them to stay, but its not the right timing.
Some ppl stayed, but its not the right person...
We all wants to look for the right person who will come at the right time.
But how often does this actually do happen?
Many a times,
The chances are veri SLIM.
Its either right person, wrong timing...
Which will mean that maybe he comes, when you are attached or not looking for love.
Or wrong person, right timing...
Someone who appears when you are looking for love,
he may not be the right person for you,
but at that moment, he fills in the gap in your heart,
he makes you feel loved.
Things happen unexpectedly in life,
and you cant control it at times...
Or is it you are letting it control you?
Relationships are simply complicated stuff...
When you are involved and stuck,
ppl comes dashing up to your door.
Sometimes I am at loss to what to do,
or should I say,
What can I do?
I can do nothing.
And doing nothing equals to hurt.
It is causing unhappiness to ppl who cares alot for me.
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Still,
I am thankful to GOD for blessing me with ppl who will always be there for me,
its God's grace,
And I received all with tremenous graditude. =)
And if you think of it in another way,
If you really love someone,
Love is not a possession.
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PS: Happy Birthday to Leo today! =)
Agnes aka Nes
Simply Love it to Bits!!~~~ =)
